30 Days Challenge: Day 05

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Day 05: A time you've thought of ending your life.

I've never really felt depressed or emo to the point where I'd kill myself. However I've:

1. When up high looking down, I imagine what it'll be like if I were to jump. How fast I'd fall, how hard I'd hit the floor.
2. When I hold a knife, I wonder what it'd feel like if I cut myself, or stab myself. I wonder if it would hurt, how much blood will spurt out.

Otherwise, I generally don't think about suicide.